can't believe that idiot did that. swore i wudn't curse and swear on this lets-all-love-life blog..but just gtta let it out baa, else i'm like gonna excalate into soem frenzy. wad kind of stupid friggin person was he. fine, it was my fault i believe, but it's not as if he's not in the wrong la. i wasnt punished for wad i did but rather he had a sudden pulse of insanity or smth, like some temporary lost of humanity, DISGUSTINg laR. friggin crying now, where's the bloody kleenex when i need it(not funny) feel very nauseatic and very sore. point here: he was abt to hack me wif a fickin bamboo..SIAO arh. i haven got beaten a shit since pri 5 and i'm so not being humiliated now lor. dunnoe why i so thick skin then, i was literally had no wave of terror well up in me. siao one me. dunno where i received guts equivalent to a hardcore. just din feel like reasoning with such authoritative sucker.got protected by my mother luckily. bless me. i think i wun be able to stand up if really took the blow. another pt: toleration. think there's a limit. in this liberal world, i get a say. like wtf. so pissed. feel as if i'm swallowing pails of anger. pt 3: Respect. i dun haf it. so dun expect it when u aint respectful to me. pt4: i'm the devil here unfortunately. gross right? watever it is. the main pt was he went mad. and that's so pissy..