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♥ her eXIstence .
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i am: deniseee (dede)
young and alive: 17 years old
descended: december20 1990
my address: go guess urself
my h/p no: guess again
my e-mail add: go guess lalalala
sign: sagittarius

apart from my two small eyes, and one nose, and mouth, i'm simple, outgoing, "voilently classy" and so-much-cuter-than-you, otherwise i think i'm a rather normal self-obsessed individual =)

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you're not denise. i am.

AUTHOR'S NOTE
this blog is owned by me and therefore i possess the freedom of speech. i happen to be born quite unglam,not pretty nor uptown, i dont bitch and i hate backstabbers and hypocrites. if my post annoys you, then leave for all i care =D

in dedication and loving memory of viki(2001~2007)i will always love you

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♥ lavish me
my loveys and wishies

♥ ayu/boa
♥ anime
♥ world peace
♥ money =D
♥ HOLIDAY
♥ watch anime and eat cup noodle
♥ food
♥ jian fei
♥ good results
♥ a boll-jointed doll
♥ smile everyday =)

♥ dear denise
make your fingers do the talkin




no vulgarities, else i smack your toot*

♥ long ago .
instant time travel

May 2006
June 2006
September 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
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August 2007
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March 2008
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September 2008
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♥ friends
love em' squeeze them!

kleo
yilin
choo min
huiting
fayt
derrick
joselyn
blue
wee siong
elijah
Royston
shiying
chongyan
moon kian
huisan
Ling!
alicia
julia
joann
wenjing

note: i dont link everybody cux it's troublesome.tag if you want me to add in your link~loves,denise



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Saturday, December 23, 2006
fairytales dont exist 11:50:00 PM

KELLY CLARKSON- MY GROWN UP CHRISTMAS LIST
Do you remember me
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you
With childhood fantasies

Well, I'm all grown up now
And still need help somehowI'm not a child
But my heart still can dream

So here's my lifelong wish
My grown up christmas list
Not for myself
But for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list

As children we believed
The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely
Wrapped beneath our tree

Well heaven only knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal
A hurting human soul

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth
Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth(there'd be)

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end, oh
This is my grown up christmas list

This is my grown up christmas list


Friday, December 22, 2006
fairytales dont exist 6:19:00 PM

CHRISTMAS IS COMIN!! YEY~ but i'll be leaving for japan on christmas!! just changed my blog song =D all i want for christmas is you-- mariah carey ..more joyful =D DEDICATED TO MY DARLING BABY!!
yup! cox i wun be celebrating wif him =( sowwee! <333 hope u like the cute christmas card i made =/ hahax =D


Thursday, December 21, 2006
fairytales dont exist 10:44:00 PM


DAR'S BDAE PRSENT TO ME XDDD elle active jacket and this really KAWAII puppy eyed stuff toy doggie!!! XDD i noe i look horrible in the photo. but ya so what. LOL!! bought a black shirt too =DD that kind of large neck hole wooot~ comes with necklace cost me 29.90. so i'm broke again -.- oh wells =D this post is actually for a few days back but cox blogger is SO LAG. so let it be. hahax. looking for cheap glittery retro kind of hairbands. the one i saw really freaks me out 8.95. burn hole sia lolol. aniewaex.. end here yawn~ no mood blog =D


Sunday, December 17, 2006
fairytales dont exist 11:53:00 PM

THANKEW SOOOOO MUCCCHH PPL FOR MAKING IT TODAE!!! it was SO MUCH FUN!! mwahs ppl =D thAnKEw!!! started the day off peeling onion and garlic lmao, keep getting the wrong side of the knife so got teased by my dad =.= zhen shi de. aniewae went to eat roti prata and jln kayu there.. shiok! den collected otahs and stuff den came back home. i LOVE BALLOONS ppl do u noe daT!? my dad keep saying i 5 yr-old lmao la -.-lll aniwaex started pumping balloons like mad, wah MY ARM MUSCLE~~ aww~ my dad say i neva chi fan. CORRECT MA, i ate roti prata =D den got the big heavy rain, but everyone came when the rain stopped. fetched some in. chang hoe tossed me his lucky charm =/ and vincent gave me a leaf -.- say wad zhong for ten years -.- veri farnie. everyone settled down. suddenly all chiong to my study room, had to on air con due to suffocation and humidity. den we played audi LOLOLx. whole room so noisy ahahax! i was like switching sides between yilin and ying jie, helping them plae LOL!! =x den dat DERRICK HOR, everytime bluff me say wad cannot come -.- den from above i saw them strolling in.. he tried to hide but yawn~ saw liao lar!! and DAR! u good lor, conSPIRE with that RICK-DER -.- fast froward abit to eating part. keep forcing everyone to eat LOL! den after that watched the grudge, freakin sound effects scared the ass outta everyone LOL..heard f-words being thrown arnd when the bloody ghost came popping into scene. initially got alot of ppl ran up, den almost da jia came down to watch. jose and yilin keep screaming. jon can take it WOW. ying jie hide lol, keep covering her ears too. ming hui went to close her eyes at some parts!! XD but forced her to see mUAHAHHA! sadist! yining came midway LOL! chang hoe keep gng toilet. aw~ den cut cake time!! dunnoe why everyone like so far away~~ LOL thx for the bdae song XD and dat joselyn plus ying jie say wad dede i tell u smth, yuan lai is SMASH CAKE ON ME WALAO. den that fayt!! ARR-BISH! my whole shirt chocolate sia. derrick got his share =D =x den went up again with presents, opened them up. REALLY NICE PREZZIES! thx!! thankew wan ting and wei xiang, even though u all cudnt come but REALLy, thankew for ur prezzies really aprreciate them! biing yih and jon did a very nice ornament, will be displaying it in room along wif dar's candle. wonder wads dar's real present =P gor's and kevin's cup with cute stuff toy all coming to my room!! that turtle will join my stuff toy collection and thx vincent and gang for the corrine may cd! thx yilin for that really cute bear! thx ben for the stuff toy dog. thankew jose and ying jie and SI BEI and CHOO, even though u carn come, THX for ur present, that bag is SO COOL XD Thx ming hui!! for borrowing that grudge cd and the almond food =D after present opening, haha ying jie took out this book'world's DIRTIEST jokes' the guys were like so into it -.- eric was like so absorbed and chang hoe posed with it for a picture by dar's phone!gordon more cham -.- SUPER absorbed into another book about sexuality and stuff rite -.- evidence is wif me HAHAHAH! after guys left, cuzin still playign audi XD, girls left me , jose, ying jie plus dar and derr. so we play black jack cox the cards not complete LOL played, managed to win some miserable cents, sitll dun understand why that Derrick so luckie -.- after sending all of them home, with a hug for girls and dar, and handshakes for the guys, went to bathe!! so refreshing, kinda tired, but u all really made my day, wanna thank u all for making this such a joyous and memorable occassion, when i get the video from my dad, u are all welcome to see it =D thanks ONCE AGAIN LOL!!!


Saturday, December 16, 2006
fairytales dont exist 7:46:00 PM

jus cut my hair, dad came to pick me and he had this frown on his face unlike last time when i cut short. That hair was nice la i admit, budden ppl wan change rite?he was like wHY dun U cut it short??! den i was like i dunwan CAN?! den he said smth like might as well let him cut my hair please sia >< nice ="D">< wonder whetehr before the party i can go buy some white hoopies..knew i shud haf bought them when i saw them! T.T shud i plae maple again, my life is so boring. aniewae was SUPPOSED to work, but since i was sick, and friday was a totally boring day, decided not but got abit regret when my aunt called to tell me saturday (todae) had alot of ppl and a SANTA HAT WAS BOUGHT T_T hope my mom brings it bak when she goes to giv my aunt a holiday hat =( gimmeeee!!! SANTA HAT!!! aaaa~ LOL. okok..christmas is coming. have ye tot of aniething to giv to ur special and loved ones yet =D joy to dah world~ btw, i heard choo min is gng caroling. omg -.- wonder whether the place they were caroling at will become a ghost street. =) silent nite~~~ Hooooly nighttt~


Friday, December 15, 2006
fairytales dont exist 11:07:00 PM

checked my posting yesterdae, got into temasek jc din really care where i was posted to, cox it was either the first or second choice. might haf high possibility of gng to nanyang jc after 3 mths cox of AEP or even poly if i so hate jc life. already started my portfolio not really fantastic, shud exert a 110% haix. mom said if gng poly, wun encourage the art course for me T_T, but if i enroll into one of those science courses, wud be s'pore poly or ngee ann lor, think sumone will be disappointed upon seeing this, sorry T_T. aniewae todae started another round of boring work at the ulu funan digital mall to SLEEP, until the senior senior manager came walkin arnd ahahhax =D ppl come and go. some come to compare prices with those they just bought not too long ago from sumwhere else -.- dunnoe for wad, waste my time. honestly, the products are absolutely -.- one customer not happy wif the product's outdated features and the price. HELLO? if u're nt buying den dun complain so much! walk away la, why complain to us promoters -.- we din manufacture that thing. I may be amateur but u are definitely nt much better zZz some din even look at me, some just nodded smiled and walked away. wad a boring crowd. some sense must be knocked into the boss, why hav a road show here where the ppl consumers are so scarce-.- and the advertising is obviosuly -.- nt only waste money on this road show, u lose money -.- wish i had some of those cute santa hats XD saw a no. of food franchise workers wearing it! our deco is quite green, whether related to christmas i dunnoe man, but wad i see is CNY plants lmao! btw I'M SICK. darn having cold and cough. had terrible cramps aftr dining at academy bistro. the food there is fab!! five stars man~ located at supreme court. oh yah. had to pass thru this security screening thing. I BOUGHT AYUMI CD, SECRET comes with a free POSTER..aww~ aniewae..passed the poster thru the security screening thing but somehow got stuck at the entrance of the screening thingie, so took it out, it's just paper aniewae -.- anyway stupid security guard at the other end asked me wads this mam? it's a POSTER? paper??! how much harm can it do? does it look like a bloody weapon, i dun think i look like a terrorist either-.- wadeva larhx. boa's single is also out too! winter love i think. hahahax. aniewae, added a cute slide at my personal info site =D, plus a chnage of song.. think i changing it again XD


Thursday, December 14, 2006
fairytales dont exist 11:43:00 PM

yesterday promised huiting that i'd treat her to a movie for getting into triple science. brought my small cuzin wif me too =D actually she din wanna come cox she tot wad me and huiting were watching wun be her type of show -.- and dat she wanted to continue playing audi=.= talking abt audi, got bad experience from pc bunk -.- some kind of service they haf there zZZ dun think will be gng there in a while. 4 bucks per hr..total waste of time -.- aniewaex.. went to watch eragon with huiting and cuzin =D danr the dragon is so friggin CUTE, so is the egg.. huiting kept saying it was like a blue jelly bean lolx! eragon kinda cool, not so draggy as lord of the rings, animation, visual effects totally rawk, u shud go watch it sia. wanted to play house of the dead 4 wif huiting den huiting dunwan T.T sadded aniewae played time crisis 3 got to elvel 2 den died -.- my cuzin din really like the arcade bah, so took her out to 'shop' came by this made with love shop. DARN..the things inside are so pretty but SO EX.. waaa..bought some stuff, go home to make collage, its half done =D hope can complete it soon=D oh yeh, i did one string made christmas tree while accompanying dar study, looks okay bah, maybe need some extra deco. gonna combine it with my collage to complete my dec craft collection, i noe its small but, hey got my hard work spewn innit and i'm not a really good at crafting.aww~ btw bdae party on 17th!! late afternoon..remember hor =D try to come please..we really got lack of girls sia -.- having friggin cough T.T this is so total lame. flu coming too..sickening sia. oh wells ciao ppl.. tml got work again -.- haixx!!!


Friday, December 01, 2006
fairytales dont exist 11:58:00 PM

2nd day. I CAN TAHAN. I THINK I CAN WHOOSH! my grandma say i wun last. ya right. i have my mom's blood in me. i neva self motivate, but the toll on my feet has froced me to =( haix, exactly i must be a lunatic piece of crap to have accepted that job.( ok 40% is i accept 60% mother ask me shud work and in other words, dun be a parasite) had to sacrifice my 2nd mth anv =( anwx -.- i neva se my sis work lor. aniewae..she not keen, i nid $$ so work is like IMPORTANT for that instant. now -_- honestly. i stand from 10 am to 9 at night wasting saliva persuading ppl, and giving heavy piles of flyers. i just finished training not to long ago, my muscles ache, and its worse oh no =( why did i ever wanna be a promoter. its like those consumers esp those really tackey ones like my dad really drive me up the wall. s'poreans as usual. dun u think? the xtra kiasu-ness like OMGAWD. pity me bah, i no chair sit, i no water, i wear hard lens, yet i still strain my smiling muscles and spew saliva to persuade mister and mam to buy faint* haix, product not up to standard compared to other soaring technologies, no matter how we promoters persuade, still cannot sell de ma. but lets put it dat way, actually sitex dam cool =D got stylish laptops, phones, PDAs, ipods, woah seh. sumore got this big sized red dog(costumed person) walking arnd. so mega cute. plus got santa costumes, and soem wierd looking super guy costumes.. I LOVE SANTA HATS..GIMMMEEEHHH. its so darn cute ok. got sexy models flashin their big____(fill in the blank) gawd..they wear dam skimpy nehs. me, and my 2 happy promoters, li fen, feline were like O.O googlie eye =D den we were like no wonder we carn sell la. den li fen was like ya, we only have child labour, den i kenna pointed at-.- lmao. my mouth muscles weak liao.. some consumers jus ignored the pitiful us T_T one look also dunwan see =( dar came to deliver sweets and drink =D arigato! my aunt saw him, say he not shuai, den i told feline hu my aunt think was shuai. both of us were like PLEASE lor! YEee.. my aunt is like some anti-spectacled person. -.- aniewae finished work, exchanged lame jokes with aunt's colleagues, den hopped into car to GO HOME. and hi, i'm blogging now =) anwx see ya