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i am: deniseee (dede)
young and alive: 17 years old
descended: december20 1990
my address: go guess urself
my h/p no: guess again
my e-mail add: go guess lalalala
sign: sagittarius

apart from my two small eyes, and one nose, and mouth, i'm simple, outgoing, "voilently classy" and so-much-cuter-than-you, otherwise i think i'm a rather normal self-obsessed individual =)

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you're not denise. i am.

AUTHOR'S NOTE
this blog is owned by me and therefore i possess the freedom of speech. i happen to be born quite unglam,not pretty nor uptown, i dont bitch and i hate backstabbers and hypocrites. if my post annoys you, then leave for all i care =D

in dedication and loving memory of viki(2001~2007)i will always love you

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♥ ayu/boa
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♥ world peace
♥ money =D
♥ HOLIDAY
♥ watch anime and eat cup noodle
♥ food
♥ jian fei
♥ good results
♥ a boll-jointed doll
♥ smile everyday =)

♥ dear denise
make your fingers do the talkin




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Saturday, April 26, 2008
fairytales dont exist 11:46:00 PM

quite a DISAPPOINTMENT. but STILL HAD FUN XD.


okay firstly gotta say we shud have waited in line first la instead of waiting for the rest to come T.T if not everyone could have gotten into MOS. darnit! no one told us at 9pm, only 18 and above are allowed in! UNFAIR!! the event was until 10 lorr. never mind.. can go next time -_- but have to pay for entry zzZ. i'm damn cheapskate, you know it. went wif shu fen, peggy and the incredible shun hong. guys decided to pang seh last minute despite persuading. -.- quite pissed at indecisive ppl. anyway i decided that unless they wan join us, i wun bother asking them along anymore, cox it was pretty much fun with just the 4 of us. went along wif club guys instead. didnt know they'll bring a rather large group of F.O peeps LOL. oh well. was squeezed like pancake by loads of cut-queuing people. after not finding out that they stopped accepting ppl under 18.. we were damn emo. so we decided to follow shun hong to see her play her extreme swing and bungee. this was wad happened:


one staff asked us, is it your friends bdae??


denise(sian tone): yeah. her bdae-.-


peggy, shu fen: haha yeah.


staff: REALLY? okay.. i give you a proposal! we never let the bdae girl go alone, so i'm giving each of you $20 tickets.


denise, peggy, shu fen(thinking): OMG!! more than 50% discount sia!! (by the way, shun hong bought it for like 50 bucks HAHAHHAHA)


asked him whether need check ID, he say dunnid. SO OKAY LOR, we are such LIARS. shu fen was damn scared so she didnt accept the offer. BUT PEGGY AND I DID! which after that, we were blaming each other for getting ourselves in such shit cox we became scared LOL. oh yah, shun hong met another gung-ho like her, some indian guy who bought the combo too. both of them became FRIENDS LOL. shun hong sat the bungee thingie first. the rest of us decided to shout happy bdae to her when the "ball" was rocking on the platform. the exciting part was, the ball suddenly shot into the air, and rotated while FALLING down OMG. the live video showed shun hong and her friend smiling happily. such sadistic ppl. funny thing was, after shun hong got down, alot of ppl congratulated her for her "bdae"! HAHA. LOL. anyway. come to the swing. realised kenna scammed, cox when i asked which one more recommended, the staff told me the swing which apparently has no vid and less exciting -.- NEVER MIND.

situation: buckling up at swing


peggy was sweating damn hard. HAHA. shun hong foreva happy go lucky. as the "bdae girl", she had to pull this lever when we're UP THERE, then the swing will release. quite cool. finally the swing started moving. and it got higher. just when i expected it to stop... it WENT BLOODY HIGHER. until i was facing parallel to the ground can? i WAS DAMN FREAKED OUT LA. me and peggy were like screaming our asses off. ( i have DAMN bad height phobia HAHA) that STUPID SHUN HONG NEVER GIVE WARNING. then she pull the lever. and we were like screaming like MAD LA. that was the first part, then after that we were screamin for fun. finally got down, but peggy was purposely not released from her belt cox she was pronounced the most scared, so the staff threatened to send her up again ALONE. then she was protesting like mAD HAHA. anyway found 2 bars that wun check ur ID if wan a dose of liquor. crazy elepahnt and bungee bar =D


ANYWAY PICTURE TIME:

After making up! XD
wif peggy at mrt station. taken benjamin
yu qin and benjamin at foodcourt(at central)
MOS. bloody packed.
shun hong trying to put in her contacts HAHAHA.
shun hong and her friend haha
three of us on the SWING HAHA
i applied eye liner. amateur job. the bloody thing smudged after a long day and i now got some BLACK EYE LOL. HAHAHA...

anyway, damn tired. shall go sleep -_-



Thursday, April 24, 2008
fairytales dont exist 11:10:00 PM

HELLO PEEPS. i haven been blogging for quite a while! apologies! anyway, my timetable sucks. what kind of shitty timetable is this? i want to complain sia. -.- everyone almost start school at the same time. CAN U BLOODY IMAGINE HOW SQUEEZY THE MRT IS? not to mention the STATION TOO?! i'd probably be flattened like some pancake with fats squishing out if i hadnt taken the pasir ris train. ANOTHER SHIT THING: thousands released for lunch around the same time. i'm given only a stupid hour. singaporeans are blllaaadddiie kiasuu okay! even young adults like us snatch for seats hor! the queue can probably demoralise any anticipating stomach like MINE and EVERYYBOODDIIE ELSE's. i end school as late as 6. and today i just had another 6 hrs of maths lecture combined with tutorial. @#$%&*#! tomorrow going MOS for some poly event. heard underage parties are disappointing. but since i get to go in free. WHO CARES?! XD i'm underage too anyway bwahahaha!

i'm tired. anyway for your entertainment...

those are MY shoes. THOSE, i swear. are yuqin's "pretty" feet. DAMN LADYLIKE RIGHT!?! HAHAHAHA.

oh well =D



Tuesday, April 15, 2008
fairytales dont exist 12:25:00 AM

BACK TO SCHOOL
this SUCKS. i want a holiday REFUND! LOL. FO weekend activity was not long ago. was a GL and totally loved my 'kids' cause they are uber cute LOL. anyway... too tired to blog about it. still waiting for photos from both FOC and FOW. by the time i get them, FO is probably some outdated topic already. oh well.
this was what i did when i came home and after i watched one episode of anime. doesnt this BRING BACK MEMORIES. it still tastes good. bought it at queensway when i went to shop for sandals. yes, i was playing maple, was waiting for yd, julian, yq and xiao kay tee to do pq. -_- LOL. yes, that's my sub char in aquilla.
nathan bought the push pop candy at queensway when i bought it too. the way he sucks it looks so WRONG LOL. cudnt help laughing.
MY DREAM CAR. saw some ang moh driving it. dunnoe wads the bloody brand. hope it's not an exclusive or imported thingie. love convertibles cause they emphasize on the classic interior of the car. hope it's some baby mercedes convertible >< proof that sam abuses his 'wife'. peggy being one of his infinite number of wives. OH WELL. pretty random pictures for 1st day at school. BOREDOM.

went to see my 'kids' from Ananke eat dinner today. misses them* =D dunnoe where to get the photos we took during dinner though =/ will include in another post. oh yah saw sebes at sentosa that day. so embarrassing -_- LOL. oh well. that's all for now. everyone enjoy ur school days =)


Friday, April 11, 2008
fairytales dont exist 12:21:00 AM

HELLO PEOPLE! went for a memorable class outing on wednesday. DCHE/FT/21 RAWKS! WHOO! let's not forget the main purpose of this outing was to bid farewell to one of our beloved classmates who will starting next sem, will face a different course and a different block, which is far from where we are. i was LATE! well, there were peeps later than me, SO MAKES NO DIFF XD HAHA. i thought i could pack and change in thirty minutes. appears i was wrong. by the time i packed my lotions in, it was almost 10am(the actual meeting time). the 'late' germ is rather contagious =D anyway HAD LOADS OF FUN. pictures and captions tell all =D this is gonna be a tremendously LONG POST! btw, i was STILL PEELING BADLY!! IF U ZOOM IN, I LOOK FRIGGIN UGLY
me and naziah riding in the monorail to sentosa!
don't you think they look like backstreet boys? except none of them can sing LOL.
me and shu fern in the monorail. she dun wanna open her mouth to show her teeth. guess why. =D
i pleated my hair out of boredom in koufu. xiu juan said i looked uber CUTE. so she offered to take a pic for me!
xiu juan covering her face with a jolly shandy can. i drank the contents =D YUMMY. no i'm not drunk. yes, i was craving for it.
from left: xiao juan, peggy, SEXY connie, naz, shu fern, and my gor's volleyball LOL.when you go to a beach, beach volley is a MUST! the whole game was hilarious. our team pawned the other. (by cheating of course LOL)the guys decided to dunk themselves in the water cause the sweltering heat almost dehydrated their skins. all look super funny when drenched. jian wei looks like he's in some 60's show when we zoomed in the pic. elijah-looks plainly stupid and unglam. he looks happy in his second home.mukkesh and jia feng willingly let us bury them, and shape them into curvacious mermaids with cute boobs! apparently jian wei is bad at moulding such shapes. he has no talent LOL.peggy and i were born stars. immediately spotted as potential actresses of future hollywood.. we were asked to act in some movie. title: the imptance of being earnest. our script: to keep walking along the beach. apparently our scene will be during the credits. movie sounds like some moral ed show. i hope i wun appear in kids central or primary school moral vid. -.- but then again, they were shooting hot babes at the same time. guess it's too porn for a pri schl kid to see some girl in bikini. rated nc16. just kidding. me and peg decided we were like twice the size of the 2 skinny babes. which was quite depressing for us. LOL.a close up shot on one of the babes. they sounded kind of bimbotic -.- they were asking me and peggy to act lovey dovey. we're nt even lesbians. those two were supposed to be some beach babes belonging to some billionaire named billy. the guy acting him totally fits the name. LOLelijah, me and jian wei. elijah is pouting his mouth, and thus he looks retarded. that's why i posted this picture. HAHAHA.stupid jia feng and alwin decided to do twiss signs on our heads! only 1/2 of faharn's head can be seen. and mukkesh's hair is all-natural.twiss on wee siong and weiming's heads! posing with cabinet gang XDi saw this realy pretty pink flower with a gradient of yellow at the centre. xiu juan asked me to pose with it while she took a piccy of me! =Dmeet the legendary LA JI TONG gang! which from next sem onwards, will cease to exist. connie is la. i am Ji and chen shyan is tong. there's no such crap as ji tong -.- btw chen shyan is wearing fake RALPH LAUREN POLO TEE! LOL.the three vain idiots, who wasted five camera shots. in this pic. jian wei is pretending to be short. while the other two basically try to act tall -.-me and the stupid fish. i dare say i'm prettier than the gay fish =Devidence that jian wei is always on the phone with one of his thousand and one girlfriends.

connie, me and peggy, somewhere along the clubbin area at clarke quay. we just wanted to explore, at the same time lure connie away while the guys were writing the farewell card.ryan's idea of a good random shot. well done LOL. i can only see two feet, and a spastic blue light.connie with her farewell card and photo album =D we will miss you my darling. dont ever forget us yeah? =) loves.

this is for all you people who wanna grab photos. not all are inside but most of them are, cuz i'm limited to 30 photos. so have fun grabbing =D just click to access the album.




Tuesday, April 08, 2008
fairytales dont exist 6:26:00 PM

I'M PEELING. AND I'M STILL PEELINGGGGG... AHHHHHHHHHH....
stupid sun at sentosa last saturday totally killed my skin cells on my nose. and now I'M PEEEELLLIIINNNNGGG. ok. enough with the 'i'm peeling'-.-

went to schl to have weekend gl training again. today rather 'oh my gawd'. my legs still feeling quite jelly. long time never sprint, realised that my reluctant leg engines were groaning. ah well. after that went to meet auntie serene and poh siu. havent met them in a loong time. had a fun time with them. still feeling bloated from lunch sia =D LOL. dun worry people, i wun forget you XD


Monday, April 07, 2008
fairytales dont exist 8:55:00 PM

THIS PICTURE IS FOR YOU HUNGRY FAGGOTS! HAHAHAHAHAA. home-cooked laksa =D
wine appreciation at the balcony. had nice windy weather at night. so my dad and mom decided to indulge. denise just took a few sips. =D i'm turning 18 this year. REJOICE!

that was yesterday.
today. went out wif him and gor =D. turned abit emotional initially. but everything's fine. for those who think i'm still attatched. no, i'm single -.- anyway, went SHOPPING.. tmr will also go shopping!! i spent abt less than 50 bucks today =D hungry for diva's accessories... long time neva shop lerr. dun shop now, have to wait till next vacation whereby i'll prob turn saggy and old. cant wait for wednesday XD anyway cheerios. =D


Sunday, April 06, 2008
fairytales dont exist 12:20:00 AM

today went to sentosa for prep weekend activity. T.T SO HOT LAH. for the first time i my face scorched red. was like tellin my mom, and she was like damn worried about how my skin will be harmed by those evil UV rays. -.- she was like, "i buy you this mild sunscreen lotion, you better apply it everyday, even when you go to school ah!" right. okay -.- anyway.. got abit tanned XD yay! but i hate my rudolph nose. makes my nose look more bulbous. ANYWAY, got my new specs today.. look nerdy and guai looking =D i think it's not bad. some ppl think it looks weird on me. ah WELL. not as IF I CAN CHANGE IT ANYWAY. LOL.

tahahahahhaha. points at red nose* =D tadahss. hope tmr, it'll be normal -.- christmas is still months away...



Friday, April 04, 2008
fairytales dont exist 8:56:00 PM

went to school for weekend briefing today. nuthin much. today had some muscle pain due to the massage yesterday. can feel the soreness rippling within my tissues. not to forget, today i wore contacts cuz of my stoopid specs. my eyes din really 'merge' well with the contacts today, so i spent half the day trying to squint here and there and enlarging my eyes to adjust the lenses to a comfortable position. therefore, end up people say i look funny or weird with contacts -.- yeah. and today i just used a hairband to pull back all my hair cuz i cudnt find my clip, and thus i was called some japanses o-ba-san-.- very fun to call me auntie meh -.- okay lor. since so many idiotic guys around are being so straightforward with my looks. fine fine fine. so i did this out of my own enetertainment. HAHAHA.

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tadah.. a masterpiece eh? SO CUTE. hope you didnt vomit =D lalalala


Thursday, April 03, 2008
fairytales dont exist 1:42:00 PM

WTF WTF WTF...got bad omen. i have got a seriously bad feeling abt this.


yes my specs BROKE LA. i merely touched it. and it fell off my ear. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. okay enough screaming. ISSIT MY GEMS. nonono, must not scare thy self!! LOL. i changed it anyway -.- anyway it's time to change specs =D right?
my only consolation.-.- it was damn delicious =D bwahaha. did i mention my dad read some of my sms today. damn pissed.

before i forget. these are the remaining photos from the IT fair.
me and colleague eric, who's also from SP =D
me and the thin yet pretty ferlyn =) did i mention some ang moh guy approached her saying he wanted her hp number so that he could contact her about the products we were selling, giving excuses like it was hard to move from one spot to another in this crowded place. sounds fishy right? some bullshit. HAHA. his intention was to invite her to wine and dine. -.- she kinda deleted the msg coz she had a bf already. but the evil me told her, just go out once, grab his $$, ask him to buy an i mac and give it to me, then you can dump him for all i care =D shit. evil side exposed O.O



Wednesday, April 02, 2008
fairytales dont exist 11:35:00 PM

HELLO PEOPLE.. i was back 2 days ago.. will tell you more abt FOC on some other post yeah? since i have no photos. but the VERY VERY SAD THING was that on first day of OC camp(before prep camp), i KENNA STOMACH FLU.. then i painfully vomitted everything i ate at the expensive restaurant. WASTED. shit lor. then i lao sai sumore. btw, my name was MADPIE in camp. so yeah. dun laugh. -.- what am i supposed to put.. lao sai queen? anyway shall update abit.

day after FO break camp, woke up arnd 1 am XD still groggy.. budden after my dad asked me whether wan go eat lunch at copthorne hotel cuz he got vouchers, i got ecstatic. ok. exaggeration. but my engine got more revamped. went there to eat some super expensive nasi goreng and burger cuz buffet was over -.- so not worth it. but IT WAS DAMN DELICIOUS LA. cannot find in any hawker centre or fast food restaurant okay! the patti was juicy and the nasi goreng was fried with just the right amount of heat and an array of fresh ingredients. fragrant and bloody intruiging. (seems like my every post also got food!) anyway, went back and snored like a pig. again.

i got bloody bored after i woke up. so i decided to advertise my darling camera with my self-obsessed pictures. i cudnt think of some better tag. so i had 'denise loves you' on it -.-

2nd april.
basically i went to school for some weekend gl training. then played some badminton with yih dar, kelv, hao jie, sam, ivan, g.l, julian. the whole thing was friggin funny. anyway moves on to the night event which is xinfony VIII. some band concert from my sec schl. wanted to see my junior badly so i went -.- almost slept abit. cant stand symphonies, they are like lullabies to me. pictures!

making up! p.s cannot buy me camera sia, i will keep using it to take myself -.-
how messy things were during make-up.

tadah! the end-product. cant really see o.Ofull length! clad in outfit and ready to go!
RUSKY AND MEEE!!!my dad was very proud of his yellow flowers. so me and rusky posed beside it.
herbal chicken soup for dinner!me and him on the bridge. he still cant smile properly in frnt of a cam haha.in victoria theatre hall awaiting the start of the concert.we took like 10 retarded photos cox that huiting is so VAIN! XD so we kept re-taking HAHA. jkjk. later she whack me. this was one of the best i think o.Ofullerton at night. so beautiful!!
never seen before footage: denise taking off her contacts while holding a cam. i just wanted to see how spastic i look doing that. no, i am not pointing middle finger.one with contacts, the other wif specs. no wonder people say i look different. i look so auntie-ish LOL. well hu cares ^^ =D anyway signs off. tired le la. see you again.