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i am: deniseee (dede)
young and alive: 17 years old
descended: december20 1990
my address: go guess urself
my h/p no: guess again
my e-mail add: go guess lalalala
sign: sagittarius

apart from my two small eyes, and one nose, and mouth, i'm simple, outgoing, "voilently classy" and so-much-cuter-than-you, otherwise i think i'm a rather normal self-obsessed individual =)

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you're not denise. i am.

AUTHOR'S NOTE
this blog is owned by me and therefore i possess the freedom of speech. i happen to be born quite unglam,not pretty nor uptown, i dont bitch and i hate backstabbers and hypocrites. if my post annoys you, then leave for all i care =D

in dedication and loving memory of viki(2001~2007)i will always love you

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♥ ayu/boa
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♥ money =D
♥ HOLIDAY
♥ watch anime and eat cup noodle
♥ food
♥ jian fei
♥ good results
♥ a boll-jointed doll
♥ smile everyday =)

♥ dear denise
make your fingers do the talkin




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♥ long ago .
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♥ friends
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Friday, January 19, 2007
fairytales dont exist 10:12:00 PM

LALALALA~ ok enough wif the MAdNEss! i think i'm pratically gng insane. SAVE ME HEAVEN! c'MON!! SAVE ME!! i must be loose-on-screws when i decided to take first 3 months of jc. my liberty, my time, my mental age, my LIFE! YES MY LIFE DAMMIT! which idiot told me firs 3 mths was gng to be so 'FUN', cox i just might strangle ur neck upon uncontrollable aggressive reflexes when i see you.. wadeva dat is, i'm like s-t-u-c-k. and that s-u-c-k. point no. 1 i dun care hus bloody rich man son or some infamous celeb at the schl..that is of course..if there was really such existence..ha. point 2.. architecture, building plan...wadeva it is, its h-o-r-r-e-n-d-o-u-s, cox holding my bowels for extra time brews hot temper. thirdly, some potato lookin pe teacher really needs sense driven into her dumpling head. first impressions is totally FAIL FAIL FAIL. have u no sympathy or u find every stud so cunning that u cannot help but trampling on innocent sick darlings? the other pe tchers not to mention more cool looking, are MORE understanding(the most impt factor). but u had to comment" girl why are u later den them , not even dressed yet. blablabla" yeah yeah. w-a-d-e-v-a. pls LARH. dun accuse ppl without finding out reason. i was talking to another pe tcher, i replied politely. and she said something stupid that i sincerely dun care and dun remember. she asked for my mc. mc was with civics tutor, but its still means!!! i have solid evidence, doc excused me whole week of pe. and she was like, next time i wun excuse u hor, cannot use this excuse for next week. yada yada yada.. I WUN. and its NOT AN EXCUSE. u cannot see how a sick person looks like?? my friend has to show mc for an ankle so obviously sprained. i dun think u need a microscope to see a swell right. ya, if we dun haf mc, u ask us to run har.. excuse me. if i get worse. u pay for my extra medical fee. i'll make sure i see a specialist. smiles =) that was yesterday. anwx todae went to meet dar =DDDD and explore tp again -_- i saw a fountain!! i get tired walking with a heavy bag on my shoulders easily =/ open hse not fun de -.- so boring, so me and dar walked a few metres at bedok reservoir(jus beside) den returned bak. lmao, i too weak to walk sia. anw went to tp library!!(nice!) borrowed army daze and watched wif dar in the library =DDD den he sent me off le =( so fast sia. hate my timetable end so late de X( anwx datz all. btw to junior huiting, jia you la..widen ur skies, and soar further, what may seem impossible may just be a step away. every mistake, is another lesson learnt. use that pissed off attitude as combusting fuel to soar further. although ur jie is such a lazy ass example, i believe u can do it. all the best =D


Tuesday, January 16, 2007
fairytales dont exist 9:47:00 PM

SO DAM MALU CAN?! walao shudnt haf signed up in the first place -.- so traumatizing one. and total waste of time -_- yes its dat loser dance audition. teach us and force us learn new steps in 30 mins, siao one lar, my heart beat totally died for dat 1800 secs cox it totally killed me. PLUS WHY AM I SUDDENLY DOWN WIF ILLNESS? i just recovered during my japan trip in dec last yr, and it's not even one month. my throat seems to have been pierced. i spat out phlegm wif blood for firs time alamak die la. my end is nearing. hahaha.back to that stupid audition. knew how to dance those steps (the friggin dance was contemporary, i wan hip-hop dammit ROAR!) dance beats were pretty fast, cud catch up sometimes, but bcoz i was so demoralized, i totally jeopardized my dance steps into clown whirl =D exciting? DUH NO! =( feel like throwing stones at the tcher? SHE'S ONE HELL OF A "NICE" LADY. "u are the worst and slowest batch!" " this is the longest audition ever!" ah yayaya..wadEVA! teachers are meant to encourage lah! so straightforward and insulting for wad. ty lor. put on nice comment at the end..ty for making time to come here and audition bla bla bla. ya i also can say dat. stop wasting my time and save my soul. if u so want fast learners and great dancers, please go attract more DSA ppl. dun bring in a cohord of hopefuls, and just cruelly dash their wants of ever becoming a dancer under your guidance, that's just ewww. so critical. my horror. i have enuff of those please. i so soososo WANTED to leave half way lah. just tot maybe she'll lose her screws and start shouting at us like nuts if we attempt to leave the audition. i shall join anotehr PDP. zzZ so late den end. reached home not too long ago. three words: wad-the-hell.


Saturday, January 13, 2007
fairytales dont exist 10:56:00 PM

i have seriously nth to do. neva mind shall post =D went to buy swim suit todae -.- not sexy kind and not bikini, i hate swimming costumes sia. my fats are so visible. stupid sia. i'm like a hippo 'hamburgered' 360 degrees with elastic cloth material. alamak =.= so sian, why swimming got PE de, wish i cud pon zzZ i carn find my darn napfa test results. wonders why* dun think it was even given out, crapped my napfa results out. hope i dun get forced into something like road run in sec schl -.- wonder how the junior batch is dng. I MISS THE CANTEEN!! IT RAWKS!! cheap and delicious. here is expensive and simply disgusting. S.O.S!! I WILL GO BACK ONE DAY DARN IT... i miss my char siew rice with tau pok and curry veggie XD


fairytales dont exist 4:40:00 PM

WENT TO EAT SAKE SUSHI WIF DAR YST xDDD. he bought new shirt sia and CUT HIS HAIR. stil prefer his old hair =/ he keep ordering food lor LMAO, kept reminding him of the wastage surcharges. at first he gave me the shirt to keep myself warm( so sweet =*) den i decided to use it to look like some mafia to threaten him to stop ordering.. he ordered like extra dishes of gyoza and scallop. BTW, the kakiage was nice, tako yaki and soft shell crab sushi roll not bad. after acting mafia(dun seem to work ><) ended up taking foto LOL! Dar sent me this foto as 'bonus' LOL along with the fotos of yesterday. taken during his chalet when he went to swim, and where i just looked at him waddling in water XD HAHAHA. YES i modified the foto. got watch casino royale trailer and movie??! xD the bluish appearance gives the mysterious thrilling kind of picture effect XD
dar's blue roses to me XD i finally got it XDD so happy XD he was like telling me one rose= love at firs sight, 2 roses= mutual love, 3 roses= i love eu XD so sweet aaaa~~ he wun tell me the price lol =x he gave it to me after playing pool where i lost him 1:2 X( so that seved as sweet consolation HAHA XD he din forget his promise to buy me blue roses, they're real and nice-smelling XD had SOOO much FUN XD love my baby darling LOTS XD


Sunday, January 07, 2007
fairytales dont exist 1:24:00 PM

HEYYA PPL OUT THERE~~ yes dern is bak to blogging b4 my bloody blog decomposes to crap again. SCHOOL JUST STARTED!! DID YOU PPL HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR? duznt matter, this blog will survive!! ok off point~ aniewae. jus ended ORIENTATION 2007 XD WAAA yst dam FUNFUNFUN!!! NYRAH WON..yeyeyeyeyey~ OG11 RAWKS..our performance is first-class!!! so farnie, keep laughing while rehearsing! we imitated some key ppl in orientation and changed all the house cheers to those bai chi laugh my ass out kind. we dam slack during rehearsal, keep hearing another OG practicing music by beating objects, while we keep slacking arnd playing game. played gao xiao games that sabo-ed one ogl to do pole dancing arnd a guy LMAO! after performance and some of the romantico spiced up paegent, and all the weird dares involving the discipline master(buahahaha) we had some rock concert by dunnoe hu. o.O i dun really care buuuutt~~ IT WAS DAMN HIGH!! kept jumping doing weird stuff, some ppl began throwing water arnd lmao, got a little wet, but the principal had to interrupt -.- to scold us lol. abit fun-spoiler =/ nvmnvm~ after dat MASS DANCE..i still dunnoe the steps sia.. dance like some oversized radish bouncing up and down. danced wit jon and lisa. all three of us were like -_- cannot dance sia!!! OMG wrong turn..!! nono the other way!! gao xia muahahha. i was still thinking of joining dance club, sian gt auditions, think i haf slim chance of passing. my courage only less den 3% lor dunnoe which PDP to join sian. monday, schl really start le, wk 3 den full time-table. SIAN AHHH~~~ jc stress ouch.


Tuesday, January 02, 2007
fairytales dont exist 9:08:00 PM

KONICHIWA!! yes I AM BACK FROM JAPAN. ANYONE MISS ME? okay i think no one see my blog bah lolol!! i din publicize and my posts are uninteresting so duznt really matter=D i'll just continue to post ANIEWAE XD miss my baby lots during this trip x( mwahs~ happy new yr ppl btw =D plane touched down arnd 1 am , saw fireworks shooting up lololx. summary of my trip!!! XD hokkaido RAWKS! I LOVE SNOW! although it was freezing my ass off... showing some fotos. i noe i look FATTER and still as gao xiao looking as ever, but so WHAT, wadeva~ i shall move on!!..

HA!! first day at changi airport.. still think spore airport best. got lots of facilities XD sitting on santa's sleigh wif mommy!! NOTICE: MY BLOODY HAIR STILL LOOKS NICE HERE. gawd air in japan so frikkin dry and my hair is ultra subjective to static, so combing is not even combing(in simpler terms)

some hotel near narita, having breakfast at 'The Garden' some kind of garden lol. the western food there sarks. so yah, my sis tried to take pic of me with that mini christmas tree on my head. wad a loser.

IN MY COACH!! comfy and stuff. my OVERSIZED SUNGLASSES(my dad's one =D) dun look too bad larhs. the sun terribly glaring plus reflection from snow, my vulnerable eyes are no match for them.

DRINKING CRAB MISO SOUP! some old guy from the tour said it was to die for. not bad actually XD esp in such freezing weather X( same guy was impressed wif my fast speed and pro-handling of SNOWMOBILE XD. so fun. slicing wind burned my cheeks and penetrated my fragile bones and frostbit my hands during the ride though. poor me? LOL

YES!! btw i love my furry coat XD still thinking of my mom's winter melon-like cap LOL and her bao ba zhang coat! ROFL! my darling pinnochio! was at some place with so-called most exp choco, which i din see -.- but i had this really cute long ice cream!! my sis took pic with abraham lincoln and mona lisa statue lmao.BEHIND ME THE FAMOUS HOKKAIDO HOT SPRINGS!! I LOVE HOT SPRINGS. its SO darn awesome. the sulphur IS SO GOOD. totally cured my hand rash -.-boiling spring water behing me. sulphur was tozicating my nostrils. hu cares =D one thing, I LOVE OPEN AIR HOT SPRINGS. btw u hafta be naked to enter, so ya, it was a risk. but a change from cool to hot, its a shiok feeling worth dying for XD
HA!! me trying to punch my dad pose~ eating dinner with jap setting at hotel. dressed in YUKATA XD oh man i love yukatas, dress in them to go spring bath XD
I LOVE THIS FOTO. MY ULTRA COOL SNOWMAN! i made it wif my dad!! my scarf and sunglasses on it if you notice! hair was taken from the withering grass in the snow! LOL after dat went to feed kawaii bears hu learn how to beg for food!! and where i almost lost my bloody glove -.-
YES CHOCO PINNOCHIO!!! OMG. HOW DEY DO DAT? in the famous RUSUTSU RESORT aniewae!! WHERE IT STARTED SNOWING!! MY CARRAIGE!!! I WILL GET MARRIED IN THIS! I DUN CARE!! XDDD in fairytale rusutsu resort too XD where i fell my butt off like mad skiing -.-
JAPAN CHINATOWN~ ate nice wan ton mee there XD a chinese dish after continuous jap meal

LAST DAY!! before gng airport visited this BEAUTIFUL temple at tokyo on new yr's eve... so beautiful!!!! XD jap have diff praying traditions, learned them the last time i went =D so i cud blend in as a jap, until some jap old man started toking jap to me, and i was ??? o.o lolx!

THAT's ALL!! wanted to provide more pics, but aiyah, nvm. =D jap stuff dam ex btw X( OGL leader just called me todae -.- lolx. tml start schl e. dam i hate orientation wif stupid cheers. dun ask me cheer pls. i'm not the enthusiastic sort. my gawd....~