{ d.e.f.i.n.i.t.i.o.n ♥ denise

♥ her eXIstence .

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i am: deniseee (dede)
young and alive: 17 years old
descended: december20 1990
my address: go guess urself
my h/p no: guess again
my e-mail add: go guess lalalala
sign: sagittarius

apart from my two small eyes, and one nose, and mouth, i'm simple, outgoing, "voilently classy" and so-much-cuter-than-you, otherwise i think i'm a rather normal self-obsessed individual =)

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you're not denise. i am.

AUTHOR'S NOTE
this blog is owned by me and therefore i possess the freedom of speech. i happen to be born quite unglam,not pretty nor uptown, i dont bitch and i hate backstabbers and hypocrites. if my post annoys you, then leave for all i care =D

in dedication and loving memory of viki(2001~2007)i will always love you

♥ lavish me

my loveys and wishies

♥ ayu/boa
♥ anime
♥ world peace
♥ money =D
♥ HOLIDAY
♥ watch anime and eat cup noodle
♥ food
♥ jian fei
♥ good results
♥ a boll-jointed doll
♥ smile everyday =)

♥ dear denise

make your fingers do the talkin

no vulgarities, else i smack your toot*

♥ long ago .

instant time travel

May 2006
June 2006
September 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
September 2008
October 2008

♥ friends

love em' squeeze them!

kleo
yilin
choo min
huiting
fayt
derrick
joselyn
blue
wee siong
elijah
Royston
shiying
chongyan
moon kian
huisan
Ling!
alicia
julia
joann
wenjing

note: i dont link everybody cux it's troublesome.tag if you want me to add in your link~loves,denise

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Sunday, September 09, 2007

fairytales dont exist 11:49:00 PM

went for primer's event yesterday. played food junction. I SWEAR i have neva gobbled down so much food at one go sia. lemme say this too: HAVE U EVER SEEN SUCH GREEEEEEN FOOD. well i have, its CALLED LEI CHA FAN. omg la. the soup was some mint tea that u're supposed to gobble wif the plain rice, ikan bilis, mixed herbal veggie. nutritious but disgusting. EEEEEYYUCk. i cannot imagine how the ppl manage to swallow it. my gawd -.- den wad else did i eat: almond choco, pork bun, tau huey, ice cream ,yoghurt, durian, peas, etc etc etc. sian lor, everything mixed in my stomach! i went to lao sai in some stray gent's toilet cubicle. dam stink eh. -.- when we finally finished everything and were on our way back, when one girl fainted. horrors. wa really hope she okay sia. she was very weak after that. but all's well now.

today went out to eat xiao long bao, come bak write compo for creative writing competition, hoping to earn some extra pocket money out of it $$$ XD. tml gng for chalet yey! hope will haf fun =D

Saturday, September 08, 2007

fairytales dont exist 12:21:00 AM

woke up like at 6 am today -_- (SOOOO EARLLLY NIA) i like forgot the previous nite cox i was happily indulging in my anime. (its like some damn friggin addictive drug that causes your heart to palpitate wildly) whee~ XD decided to pon badminton training for this since i already promised that i wud go -.- cox i kinda din see the "wed AND FRI" in the sms my captain sent me. alamakx. ah well, i'll make up for it next wed, so i'm gng for LTC one day late.

went to ling kwang home. handled the wheelchair for the first, i swear i was sweating cold sweat everytime i manouvered the old lady on the wheel chair DOWN a slope. CAN U IMAGINE IF I TRIPPED , AND THE WHEELCHAIR GOES...... U KNOW WHAT.

the visit was kinda eye opener, the old lady i handled was really nice! she had stroke in one of her arms so she carn move it ><. if sympathy doesnt grow in ur heart, u're probably some glacier stone. yeah~

interacted with some of the old peeps, some didnt want to open up to accept our company. i got hit on the hand by one la

enjoyed playing ball with some of the old peeps there during physio although i ended up with a backache cox i need bend down so many times to equal my height to the height of the wheelchair o.o i find old peep's smile harbours some warm melting feeling. when u finally pry a smile between their lips, u'll feel that backache is so worth it HAHAHA. ah wells. had fun. most amazed at the fortune telling by one old lady. whoa.

here's some piccies i took:

top: me and jin ru below frm left: xinfang, wei min, janice :)

some of the residents in the multi-purpose hall.
and after that, i went home like some sleepy dork.
tml is someone's BIG DAY.. i wonder =)

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

fairytales dont exist 12:05:00 AM

WAH TODAY IS LIKE SO DAMN TIRING but STILL FUN. cox of all the sudden change of plans and stuff. worst thing was dat THERE WAS NO LUNCH. it was like the first big demolishing process on my head. ow. i came without breakfast, and NO LUNCH!!? but after dat duhnoe why i wasnt that hungry aniemore. ALmost the first half of the programme was like shifted to and fro, changed here and there. big headache for my volunteers too. my oc and me had to come up with ideas pretty fast to match the pace of the programme schedule. really pity those taking care of the p5 p6 group cox they're kinda hard to handle. ><

WANNA SEND a whole LOT of thank yous
to my OC, without you guys, i'll be a dead long goner. thank you kuo qiang and jun wei too for being such great advisors, else i wud be so LOST in the proposals and order of planning. and also MY VOLUNTEERS XD who made this programme something happenin =D yuppies..thanks ya? =D hahax

oh yeh, octopus has some lower back pain, hope ya feelin okaysss =D i suggest accupuncture. balance some yin and yang. yeah? or u can start pasting those plaster on ur back whee~

Sunday, September 02, 2007

fairytales dont exist 11:46:00 AM

ITS 2nd of SEPTEMBER
YEAH~ whoohoo. checked out my hair this morning. think it din even grow an inch -.- WHY ISSIT GROWING SO DAM SLOW... not fair sia. last time when i neva layer and stuff, my stupid hair grew like turf grass. well at least my hair's getting straighter which is the only significant change. well, its not good or bad, but my perm's gone so fast HAHA. think the hair is tooo straight.. well that's a compliment XD hurhur~ hope it'll grow longer and longer and longer and longer and longer =D then i can go SNIP it and style it my way XD

AH WELL. 2/9/07. seems like time just zooms past everytime. when i'm reminiscing in the sweet and bitter memories back then, it feels like we just started dating last week or smth o.o well anyways.. happy 11 month anniversary. we're reaching a year =D carn meet u today, think u're at church now or smth haha. think i'm a rather petty girlfren hu just lets off steam anyhow, =x i don't know how to be a perfect girlfriend nor do i know how to be understanding at all times. but aniewaes.. guess we're still going on strong. =)

i just love glitter xD

Thank you darl for these loving 11 months =D
thank you for being there in many ways.
thank you for still cheering me up when you're hurt.
thank you for so so much more =D (cox if i continue, ppl will give me the mush alert HAHA.)

no matter the distance, time... this feeling will stay on =D

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby

celine dion-because you loved me

Saturday, September 01, 2007

fairytales dont exist 12:54:00 AM

okay wads there today? 402 class outing =D wonder-ous.

woke up at 10 am today and rushed back to xinmin to meet that late bugger queen- miss choo min. take a good look at her. =) THIS WOMAN... always wears that "once a saint, always a saint" shirt, and she is FOREVER the same. well at least till now. she's still the same ole crappy nonsensical good friend of mine hahahax.

THIS- is not taken by me, but by the "great" CHOO MIN herself.. omg so zilian la. its no surprise almost everyone recognizes her at xinmin even though the long hair and the funny specs she don on were the only different changes moulded onto her face. foreva love~ your ever spastic and funny choo min. i'll intro any of you interested guys to her if u wan..^^

we were kinda taking foto, but si bei and ying jie wanted to push the balloon to cover choo's face, so she wanted to bloCK IT AHHA.

went to visit various old teachers from xms. long time no see =D i almost cudnt rmb all the teachers there, but everywhere brings back that nostalgic feeling, and looking back just summons all those crazy old memories back =D i rmb how i used to copy homework before maths class cox there was JUST SO MUCH to do, and so little time. i rmb i kept being asked to stand in bio class cox i almsot explored into dreamland. lalala=D i remember beatin up choo min with joselyn and yilin. ah so on. HAHAHA.

ah well. met junior POLKA DOTS XD hope she's dng fine. din manage to meet mei( huiting) cox she had to go sumwhere and she din hear my calls. =( ah well i still have a promised movie date with her =D

she kinda closed her eyes. -.- but she said its alright. =D i miss you dear polka, all the best in sec 3 =D oh yayayaya.. this was wad i saw in xms. some utility bill banner. that's L-A-M-E. u shudnt waste money on such things you know -.- and smth proud to note!! =D our year had the boomin highest utility bill! AWW~ its the orange bar for your info XD

after we left xms, went to hougang mall and ate lunchie cox i was so HUNGRRRRYYY. =D shared my chawan mushi with jose and choochoo. yumyum =D den we went to shop arnd. i bought a retro hairband that i've been wanting for so LONNNG~ and a pair of starry earings =D wanted to buy that dice necklace, budden decided to save $$$.

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went to AMK hub after that, by the time we reached it was like 4.30 liao. TIME PASS SO FAST SIA. five of us( sibei, yingjie, jose, me and choo) din even feel the time ticking away =D went up to cathay to see wad movie available, went to meet yilin and ming hui and sat at some alley near cathay. bad thing was the security guard saw us and chased us away. then some hwa chong jc couple came by and sat. we were laughing our asses off, when he security guard came and chased them away HAHAHAHAHA... SO FUNNY. ah well, went ot foodcourt den took this spastic foto HAHAH. i was laughing like some loose lunatic.

GOTCHA UP UR NOSE HOLES XDD your left to right: jose, me, choo XD

dez and zhen xiang came along and they tried to take a foto of dez.. but someone had to force her way into the picture HAHHA.

DUN SO SHY LAAAAAHHH DESMOND!~. hey wait! hus dat at the left corner of the pic??! LOL.

went to find the other guys of 402'06 but decided we were too full to have dinner. so we went to vid deck and play POLAR BEAR AND MURDERER. oh man~ embarrassin sia. why izzit dat we always play these games every class gathering -.- lmao. ah well.. ppl hu wanna get the pictures i took from todae can ask from me to send. XD lazy to put on blog lahsss.. hafta keep shifting my text back every upload -.- miss you 402 ppl. =D

meet up again some day to play POLAR BEAR AND MURDERER again LMAo.

den stupid choo came to my hse and watched youtube for an hr den she left hahaha. closed for the evening. =)

"It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."- Ralph Waldo Emerson

this life? i love it when its okay =)

got lotsa stuff to do =)-club meetings/badminton trainings/club camps/finding fun and love. ah wells, i'll still find a way to be myself each and every single day. foreva- denise. =D