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♥ her eXIstence .
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i am: deniseee (dede)
young and alive: 17 years old
descended: december20 1990
my address: go guess urself
my h/p no: guess again
my e-mail add: go guess lalalala
sign: sagittarius

apart from my two small eyes, and one nose, and mouth, i'm simple, outgoing, "voilently classy" and so-much-cuter-than-you, otherwise i think i'm a rather normal self-obsessed individual =)

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you're not denise. i am.

AUTHOR'S NOTE
 this blog is owned by me and therefore i possess the freedom of speech. i happen to be born quite unglam,not pretty nor uptown, i dont bitch and i hate backstabbers and hypocrites. if my post annoys you, then leave for all i care =D

in dedication and loving memory of viki(2001~2007)i will always love you

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♥ lavish me
my loveys and wishies

♥ ayu/boa
♥ anime
♥ world peace
♥ money =D
♥ HOLIDAY
♥ watch anime and eat cup noodle
♥ food
♥ jian fei
♥ good results
♥ a boll-jointed doll
♥ smile everyday =)

♥ dear denise
make your fingers do the talkin




no vulgarities, else i smack your toot*

♥ long ago .
instant time travel

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♥ friends
love em' squeeze them!

kleo
yilin
choo min
huiting
fayt
derrick
joselyn
blue
wee siong
elijah
Royston
shiying
chongyan
moon kian
huisan
Ling!
alicia
julia
joann
wenjing

note: i dont link everybody cux it's troublesome.tag if you want me to add in your link~loves,denise



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Tuesday, October 09, 2007
fairytales dont exist 8:26:00 PM

guess i'm pretty much back to my normal self at school. still wander into space alot at home lolx. just cried abit when i got reminded by my maid how she used to mess up the whole place while eating and how she tried to snatch her squeaky toy from me while playing "soccer" when i saw it lying round the garden. tried squeakin it, but dun think she'll come and get it again. oh well, still trying to adapt to life without her. sigh*. still wanna thank those ppl hu gave me encouragement though =) love you peeps =)
doing some character development thingie now -.- so last minute can?! budden think we'll do a good job lah =) i'm supposed to do stories ahahahaha. shall add an experience on wad happened lately as a dedication to you great friends XD.
still craving for sashimii. and prata sausage. lalalala~

happy 1 yr anniversary dar haha. supposed to be some days back. but since we went out just 2 days back.. . here's some fotos! sorry i asked for that cox i got too oversensitive on what you said. guess i was reckless in that decision=( all's well now. ha=) aniewae ya...
happ ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY



Friday, October 05, 2007
fairytales dont exist 10:43:00 PM

i wanna let her go.
step by step.
i'll have to eventually.
all dogs go to heaven :)
i'll move on like her.
it still aches. but i guess memories will do.
tears dribble abit now and then.
but i guess she's happier now.
that's why i wanna let her... go

love my friends. they're the GREATEST bunch of peeps. everyone needs friends, cox this place would feel so meaningless without them.( side-trackin abit but sumone shud also try to cherish ppl arnd him, instead of trying to win everything alone.)
wanna send my heart-felt BIG FAT thank yous to these ppl hu were my pillar of support, ppl hu felt alongside with me. if i'm not touched, i must be the lousiest friend in the whole world. oh shucks, i cudnt control my tears then when i recieved the card lah >< oh man, so embarrassing can?!! LOL. and i tot the card was for elijah's bdae or smth when i saw it-.- now i rmb his bdae is over-.- lolx
anyway thank you:
weijie dar
derrick gorgor
peggy
chen shyan
connie
elijah
wee siong
kang li
jen kaen
samuel
kuo qiang

just wanna say i got stronger because of you people. thank you so much.


fairytales dont exist 12:39:00 AM

when you love someone, love it with all your heart.
there are 2 things that can never be taken back- time and life.
this post is dedicated to the my late friend: viki
rest in peace and i will never forget you and will love you till the end of time.
i cannot hear your barking anymore
i cannot feel or stroke your fur anymore
i cannot feel your breath anymore
i cannot play with you anymore
i cannot treat u with food anymore
i cannot feed u coconut anymore
i cannot shake your paw anymore

yes i miss her. but i've got to let her go. it takes that much courage to admit that she's gone. it takes that much tears to get over it. i wasnt there with you when you breathed your last. but i know you went peacefully, and i feel so happy with you all these years. thank you so much.

i wish i could have spent more time with you
i wish i had known.
i wish i had the courage to accompany you to the vet
i wish...

feel like i just lost a member of my family. feel like i just lost a best friend and companion. feels like...my heart just broke into splinters. feel like my body's dehydrated from the river of tears i just cried.

i see your brush with strands of your fur. you used to love being brushed.
i see your leather leash. you used to jump excitedly when you see it.
i see you bowl. you used to gobble lots of food from it.

if i can shout to the ends of earth. i wanna say thank you all these years. you took care of me like a friend, like family. these heart strings will never be cut. so long my friend. adieus~

if heaven please, hear my plea, take care of her for eternity~


denise.