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♥ her eXIstence .
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i am: deniseee (dede)
young and alive: 17 years old
descended: december20 1990
my address: go guess urself
my h/p no: guess again
my e-mail add: go guess lalalala
sign: sagittarius

apart from my two small eyes, and one nose, and mouth, i'm simple, outgoing, "voilently classy" and so-much-cuter-than-you, otherwise i think i'm a rather normal self-obsessed individual =)

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you're not denise. i am.

AUTHOR'S NOTE
 this blog is owned by me and therefore i possess the freedom of speech. i happen to be born quite unglam,not pretty nor uptown, i dont bitch and i hate backstabbers and hypocrites. if my post annoys you, then leave for all i care =D

in dedication and loving memory of viki(2001~2007)i will always love you

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my loveys and wishies

♥ ayu/boa
♥ anime
♥ world peace
♥ money =D
♥ HOLIDAY
♥ watch anime and eat cup noodle
♥ food
♥ jian fei
♥ good results
♥ a boll-jointed doll
♥ smile everyday =)

♥ dear denise
make your fingers do the talkin




no vulgarities, else i smack your toot*

♥ long ago .
instant time travel

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♥ friends
love em' squeeze them!

kleo
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wee siong
elijah
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shiying
chongyan
moon kian
huisan
Ling!
alicia
julia
joann
wenjing

note: i dont link everybody cux it's troublesome.tag if you want me to add in your link~loves,denise



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Thursday, March 01, 2007
fairytales dont exist 8:22:00 PM

ah. long time since i blog lol. just decided to vent some feeling out here ba. haha. dunnoe why i feel so like a bloody bitch with contradicting feelings. heck with the knotty feelings. zzZ told him how pissed i was todae for making me wait again for nth, that he seemed to neglect my existence. he told me sorry in the cutest messages i've ever seen. but i didnt forgive him, cox that sorry wasnt the first one. i thought, if everything cud be just solved by a word, den in wud be a miracle. he broke a promise. that, i was most pissed. while i was on the verge of tearing my nerves into smithereens, he was happily drunk in his game. i had no one to giv me support that i thought i would have. i felt.. he seemed to care more about that stupid computer game than me. i'm so stupidly jealous. i replied to him a series of harsh words, not the mush kind like " i dun wanna see u", but something ventful though. i was positive that i may cause a heartache but i sent it aniewae, bearing the thought that if i just acted as if it was fine, it would re-happen again and again. he replied me, he regretted sending lame msges that may have made my already bad day worse. i told him it wasnt that, i just cudnt help feel angry. i forgot tml would be our 5th month anniversary... it was embarrassing and pathetic. following messages were in bits and pieces, dunwanna to type out everything. dunnoe why my heart sank even though i was supposed to be angry. for the whole day, just to avoid those spasms of sadness, i concentrated vigourously on lessons, though 1/2 the time i have no friggin idea wad the teacher was dronning. i was still having a heavy heart upon reaching home. no mood to eat, no mood to play games. still finished dinner though. Den i realised i was being pissed at myself for trying too hard, for saying those words... i cudnt differentiate right from wrong... thinking that he'd probably feel awkward to me, and it wud take long to heal, i saw an encouraging msg from him, i din noe how to reply, afraid to reveal a soft side.. ridiculous. hate it when we have these stupid tiffs. alwaes makes me feel like some bitter soggy sock after that. zzZ dunnoe how u'll react by seeing this. honestly, i just feel so no-life -.-