{ d.e.f.i.n.i.t.i.o.n ♥ denise

Monday, March 24, 2008

fairytales dont exist 12:21:00 AM

one post before i go for camp the next day. have to report at 10am -.- but i just realised smth unfortunate. I HAVE NO BLOODY SLEEPING BAG. WTF. AHHHH~ going mad. just finished packing my stuff. left with some minor stuff plus the SLEEPING BAG. tml gotta rush and go buy else i have to make the floor my humble mattress. -.- which i think when i wake up in the morning, i'll probably be blue black and covered with filthy dust. anyway spent like more than half an hour fixing the chunk of jewellery bought from accessorize. shud have brought it back the first time it broke. BLOODY CHUNKY NECKLACE. pendants keep falling from it. and i have to painstakingly use my already-near-sighted eyes and my fat fingers to struggle the chain hole into the stupid ridiculously small diameter of a hoop. all using a handy pair of scissors ^^ i successfully repaired it =D

anyway had a super extravagant dinner. went to this expensive restaurant which my mom was rather reluctant to go cox it was pricey. all thanks to the dinner vouchers sent to my dad cox of his birthday, that's why we ended up HERE. it was damn delicious. lovely french cuisine at au jardin(ojourdein) located inside the botanical gardens. had a nice evening walk through. found out we went the wrong way, then we had to turn back to the restaurant. have some pictures =D saw some filthy rich people. the whole restaurant had a beautiful ambience despite thie atmosphere of elitism, which i particularly dislike.

me on the way and in the car =D car was moving so picture is blurrr.taking a walk in botanical gardensmummy and daddy posing. I TOOK THE PICTURE. LALALALAthis flower which i have no clue what it's name is. i was just told by my green-fingered dad that it smelt very nice, and it was used for cooking rojak o_Ounderage drinking XD i took a small "sip" only. cant be having hangover when i go for camp right -.- i always steal my dad's alcohol drinks. no, i'm not an alcoholic.dad happily smiling with his champagne! (which i also took a "sip" of) =Dme, waiting for my dish to come and thus got bored so i took a shot of myself.me and mommy.the entree. i had bamboo clam. dad had some asparagus. mom had OYSTERSSS..!! 5 starsi had lobster. dad had australian lamb with delicate truffle sauce. mom had dunnoe wad. LOL anyway ALL TASTED DELICIOUS. therefore 5 stars XDlastly dessert. i had warm choco, while mom had mango soup and dad had an assortment of sorbets. tasted their chef's chocolates and pastreis in the middle. it's awesome. 5 STARS!! i didnt gain any weight luckily.. but if i did then.. during camp will lose lor ^^ havent had such a dinner for long. grateful to parents that i can enjoy such privilledge though i'm charged with repayment when they get old XD haha.

did i mention i saw some rich dudes. my gawd. i think i was the most casual girl in there HAHA. mom kept pressuring me to eat gracefully. dun really care. rebutted her by saying as if those people will remember my face, i come here to eat and not to be some pretty elegant girl. i got observe some basic rules wadddd. there's no sin in trying to finish up the scraps of meat and sauce, rather than leaving them there just because you wanna look glam. stupid sia. saw some bitchy wife of a millionaire recently featured in th newspaper coz she assaulted another girl out of jealousy. stupid woman. =D anyway off topic. shall go rest le. tata +D

Friday, March 21, 2008

fairytales dont exist 12:51:00 AM

as you know from your dogeared calendar that thursday is the day. i guess you people would know what happened today. emotional but a rather peaceful and pleasant ending. was better than i expected. shall not emphasize too much on it.

i feel grateful to have met you.

spaghetti with scrambled egg =)

1 year 5 months. end~

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

fairytales dont exist 12:55:00 AM

firstly. lots of peeps to thank. especially the lot of you support me. that's one thing that i feel very grateful for. =) you've been my listening ears and u've been a shoulder. anyway didnt let this drag down my focus on enrollment. maybe abit lah LOL.. tend to space out alot today like some goondoo cause i felt damn worn out from yesterday. somehow guilt just clings to you like some merciless chain. the weight felt kinda heavy but i guess work at enrollment kinda diverted my attention away from it. i'm not running away. i was told not to blame myself but i guess i cant really help it. asking"what can i do to make you feel better?" was the most absurd question you could ask after initiating a ____. i feel stupid. ah wells. felt better today cause i got alot of comforting smiles from others. and also because i managed to have a hearty dinner with dear jose!! XD love her loads! some pictures we took. we focused on the super sinful meal of fried mars bars. MY GAWD. IT IS DAM DELICIOUS LA... faints* XD advice: whenever you're feelin down, just savour some sinful treat of sugar and melts. if that doesnt make you crack a smile... u're just an agonized old trout. HAHA. of course the price that comes with it is the additional unwanted carbs which leads to increase in weight. =/ after how i managed to lose some pounds T.T but it was worth it. me and jose were like...aiyah already here liao so might as well treat oursleves. the promise made that night was: after her A levels(which i wish her all the best), we are so gonna indulge in this sweet delicacy again. XD eating once every half a year makes it sound less sinful HAHA. anyway the place we ate at is new york. we even ate cotton candy lor. didnt go for kerwin's bdae partee at fish and co today, cox i was just informed today and i already arranged to meet jose for dinner to erase some emo feelings. felt much better after dinner. had to thank jose so much. got scolded by mom and dad too. think i not accompanying them enuff due to cca. budden they keep accusing me of going out when i only went out like 4/5 times this whole holiday? bit unreasonable. then sumore overslept in train today. sian diao..kenna scolded again. ah well. denise dun care. photo time =D

half eaten fried mars bars XD and strawberry ice cream on waffle biscuit. the ice cream din melt dat fast. so it was awesome. 5stars!
Check out the oozing caramel. DAMN FRIGGIN RICH AH! my gawd.... somemore got sundae chocolate sauce lor. what was i thinking T.T
me about to eat the sinful thing. 0.o
joselyn happily eating her fried mars bar!
basically. that's all. have some extra photos too though. =)

candid photo. left to right: xiao K.T, orang utan, and moon kian. they wanted candid photo. so this is it -.-

my beautiful enrollment room. XD one of the BEST ROOMS. and its all thanks to the cs club members who came down to help and deco!! such lovely romantic lights ahhh~ who cares about dimness. it's all about atmosphere. ahahha. wadeva.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

fairytales dont exist 9:32:00 PM

damn sad now. i think it was a damn selfish decision also. slaps self* been crying buckets. but the funny thing is that i was the one who asked for it. found that i cudnt commit myself to the role and mostly because of me, i have hurt both myself and him. cant believe he said i had been a good gf till now, cox i always thought i was damn shit. will be officially single again after next thursday. wonder how my life wud change without him. starting to miss him badly. probably some of you think i must have been an idiot to let go of a person who loved me so much, ya i noe, u can smack me if u want to.

it so happened that today's date was the best. you held my hand almost everytime without hints. you rushed down like mad to meet me even though the meeting time was later than that. you offered to accompany me home upon own initiative. lately you waited for me to come online instead of dota-ing. i dont know if i had made the wrong choice ornot. but i just know my heart feels so friggin heavy and almost bursting into splinters. maybe its the lethargy coming over me. i feel so suffocated. someone please save me...

thank you for being my pillar and my pillow.
thank you for loving me. i'm just so sorry =(
feeling emo...

Thursday, March 13, 2008

fairytales dont exist 11:06:00 PM

its been like 4 days have passed since my work at IT show ended. so as promised, gonna say smth abt it lor. XD now that i think abt it, i forgot to take picture with xiu juan. lately haven blogged cox I WAS DAMN BUSY. enrollment things piling up but since i've got so many great people who put in lotsa effort..everything turned out fine.. TOTALLY LOVE MY ENROLLMENT ROOM. who say ugly, i smack u. LOL jkjkjk!! anyway this year is space theme. bought some damn pretty lights from ikea. THEY WERE CHEAAAAP! love em'! kelvin was like saying he wanted to buy some and put in his room. i have no comments =) thanks to daphne, managed to find a string of purple stars! THE LAST SET SOMEMORE OMGAWD LAAA. it's like we're meant to buy it! the white stars were outta stock. now the room is abit disco space. kinda cool XD still rmb that day, that malcolm say i act healthy -_- just becase i ate salad for dinner. so rubbish. LOL. okay back to main POINT-IT fair. here are some photos!

me after work. looking less shag than DURING WORK. acer booth is behind. yes, i sell monitors and i wear cheapo shirts provided by the company. my hair covered the logo so yeah~

i watched this like 100 times during the whole bloody IT show. first time see, it was kinda interesting cox it was demonstrating how to make ice cream. This caused me to have hunger spasms recurring in my stomach and exploding desire for gelare ice cream! the way the person scoops the ice cream is kinda professional. o_O budden watching it 100 times just brings earth to you. -_- reality is so depressing...

a picture showing boring customers who just love to stay after closing time. they better pay extra for O.T. anyway picture proves that the It show is a paper litter hell. and that the ratio rubbish to people is 1000:1 respectively.

ANOTHER proof of incosiderate consumers. and look at the dustbin. it's bloody empty. is it that hard to miss a fat dustbin or people just love to decor the surroundings of it. either or, a dustbin made out of a box belonging to that cheapskate brand was to cheapskate to throw their rubbish in.

was standing in front of the lift and was damn bored cox the lift was always ridiculously full. then this caught my eye. A camera that looks 3D and popped up although its on some banner. the effect is kinda cool XD except for the extra guy behind-_-

anyway basically, that's all i have. actually got some with my colleague de, but he say not free, gimme next week only.. so okay lor.

EXTRA PHOTO: taken during enrollment. apparently stupid choo min saw me at mac, and i was in a hurry to go back to enrollment room so i didnt realise her insignificant existene but she had to call me LOL. so i demanded where she was and met her. and this was taken =) wonderful.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

fairytales dont exist 1:42:00 AM

feeling rotten. cause i told him how i really felt. how this was drifting apart. this problem was my fault anyways. with such rough waters and distractions, it's hard not to feel this way. i'm so sorry i feel this way. it hurts to hear you upset. don't shed tears for an undeserving girl like me. because i'd rather break my own heart than break yours. sorry.

love, denise.

Saturday, March 08, 2008

fairytales dont exist 11:27:00 PM

my gawd stupid lagger blog.. oh well. aniewaex yesterday was DADDY'S BDAE WHEE~ after a depressing and tiring and painful and boring and ridiculous day of work at the IT fair, left around 7 plus to go meet my parents at clarke quay, leaving xiujuan to work by herself HAHA. oops =x but she was okay .. she even said i damn nice when i smsed her to ask her if she has reached hoem safely. point proven: i am such a goooooood friend.. =D heheheheh. even my colleague said so.. i have "hao ren" written all over my face. talking about praises, there was this indian customer hu asked me whether i was from poly. i was like o_O why you think so lei? den he answered cox you are a very cleeeevvvveeerrr giiirrrll XD happy happy. got other customers who commented the same thing too. haha denise the formidable sales person. lets have one minute of silence to worship this girl. okay just kidding. if i continue to sing somemore praises of myself, think people are gonna sue me for wasting their time reading this paragraph.
anyway went to tomton(some japanese restaurant) which is FREAKING DELICIOUS. warning: pictures shown may cause you all to wet yourself with drool!! i have finally fulfilled my atrocious desire for SASHIMIIIIIII. i'm nuts...HAHAHAHAHA. picture time XD

shabu shabu! place the pork in the soup and cook it to 80% XD

I LOVE SOFT SHELLL CRABBBBBBB!!!

me and daddy!

me and mommy!

me and my hokkaido ice cream!! double scoop-sea salt caramel and green tea!!

SALAD.. TASTY TASTY SALAD.. OOOIIIISHHII!!

EVERYONE I AM PLEASED TO ANNOUNCE I HAVE EATEN SASHIMIIIIIII!!

eating another cute salad!!! yumyumyum.

dipping the 80% cooked pork into the shabu shabu sauce XD NICEEE!!

DELICIOUS PORK CUTLETTTT..... AAAAHHHHHH~~ FAINT*
okay.. i bet you're jealous now XD BLEAHS...oh well burp* damn! i feel like a pig -_- anyway dat's all.. luv u ppl mwaahhhss..

Friday, March 07, 2008

fairytales dont exist 12:09:00 AM

wah my leg is si bei PAIN... all for wad? $$$ -_- evil thing hor.zzZ oh wells.. saw some familiar people todae at the IT fair. saw jin ru.. she's like working under the same IT company but different retailer. HAHA. then i saw song pei and his mama. rushed down from school to suntec, entrusting the props job to my trusty friends at club. rushed down wif xiujuan to find that the passage from citylink mall has BEEN CLOSED. WTH. make me detour one stupid round. anyway finally reached the IT mall.. didnt see many sexy models today even though LG booth was like in front of us.. remember last time they hired some super hot babes to pose with their lappies and all those chi ko peh came swarming with their super mega pixelled camera to get high quality shots up-close. seems like acer's t-shirts are becoming cheaper every IT fair -_- which is plain ridiculous. well cant blame the absurd cheapo prices of their products that lead to sucky shirts made out of recycled cloth for their sales personnels. tomorrow is daddy's bdae XD whee.. leaving work earlier XD KYAHHHOOO. oh yah got quite offended by some obesed uncle. stupid rude fart. if i'm blocking the monitors then SAY SOMETHING LA u hamburger -.- u think ur insignificant head action restricted by your triple chin have such impact on me? and when you wanna ask someone to do something, SAY it politely. just because i'm the sales person and i'm younger doesnt mean i shudnt earn that same respect you balding toot. arrogant old man. think you high society flyer ah? you're not even buying, you're just a companion. well here's some advice from the third generation...GO FLY KITE LA. been too critical liao OOPS =x hate arrogant balding old man*

i think i gaining back weight liao SHIT. should cut down on the sugar intake. OH YAH.. my dad finally bought a new digi cam.. sleek gorgeous black..oooh yeah =P happy happy! cant wait for tomorrow evening wheeeeeeeeeeee. anyways updated pictures from d&d.. will show u IT fair pics tomorrow. haha

me and the very cute irene( i think she looks damn cute with straight hair haha) this makes me sound so pedophile can? LOL.
me and moon kian.. HE TIPTOED HAHA.
my hair looks as if it has been bombed by some north korean nuclear missile.
my blue claws XD with abit of gold art=D happy happy.
this is total randomness but i cudnt stop laughing at it. PROOF THAT elijah and sam are FAGGOTS. HAHAHAHHA. cheese!

that's all.. kisses =D mwahssss~

Thursday, March 06, 2008

fairytales dont exist 12:58:00 AM

This is nuts.. either i'm being psychoed by my nagging friends.. or i just felt the urge of revamping my long decomposed blog or probably someone made a voodoo denise to make her blog. o_O the previous post is on my 1 year anniversary with him. this is nuts. LOL and it's like march now -_- that's like so LOOOOONNNGG.. i just looked at my hit counter and i'm more than surprised, in fact what's that word..flabberghasted? LOL. anyways had some great time during the holidays and CNY. holiday now kenna preoccupied by FO. it's like triggering a machine gun or smth, after cscc day, another round of painting banner and doing props.. SO SAI GANG. never mind denise.. you are a strong-willed person except you may just go on some manslaughter or arson at this l****** company that prints shirts. I'M NOT SOMEONE WHO YOU CAN MESS WITH, u jfjajfhkjaf! (incorrigible word) if it isnt representing my club, i'll probably have nailed the fella 10 feet down. tomorrow gotta work. WHY? cause i need money for my doll obsession. LOL. i'm crazy to invest in such intricate product. what to do? i'm nuts. anyway to him: heck care your parents lah..ignorance is bliss! XD smile kaex? anyway wanna cheer for my enrollment team and my lovely friends who stay back to help. omigosh love you people! anyway here are some pictures. i swear i lost weight but i guess i'm just plain non-photogenic. hahaha. cscc day photos which i grabbed. was the unglam emcee for the night-.-

me and huisan!
me and jane!
me and xueli!
the valentine's day gift i made for my parents =D
i swear i look thinner here LOL. me and bangla girlfren, yuping!

my birthday gifts from him haha. no valentines day present photo haha. cox I DIN TAKE LOR. end of pictures.. will find more of the cscc day pictures and updates. oh wait. din put any cny pictures. aiyah lazy lah-_- oh yah.. choo min, u silly pig! when u wanna watch juno? elijah and company when you wanna go out? korkor and gang.. when you all wan go out also??!! AHHHH~ busy busy! oh yah. just found 2 other friends who smoke =( don't smoke kiex? bad for health sia and air pollution! try to reduce the sticks and give it up yeah? =) anyway...i'm bloody bored so i shall go play maple! so my dear darlings.. sayonara.. till then. oh yah will show you peeps the ball jointed doll i am aiming to buy! call me crazy or wad nort. I'M SO BUYING IT!