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♥ her eXIstence .
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i am: deniseee (dede)
young and alive: 17 years old
descended: december20 1990
my address: go guess urself
my h/p no: guess again
my e-mail add: go guess lalalala
sign: sagittarius

apart from my two small eyes, and one nose, and mouth, i'm simple, outgoing, "voilently classy" and so-much-cuter-than-you, otherwise i think i'm a rather normal self-obsessed individual =)

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you're not denise. i am.

AUTHOR'S NOTE
 this blog is owned by me and therefore i possess the freedom of speech. i happen to be born quite unglam,not pretty nor uptown, i dont bitch and i hate backstabbers and hypocrites. if my post annoys you, then leave for all i care =D

in dedication and loving memory of viki(2001~2007)i will always love you

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♥ lavish me
my loveys and wishies

♥ ayu/boa
♥ anime
♥ world peace
♥ money =D
♥ HOLIDAY
♥ watch anime and eat cup noodle
♥ food
♥ jian fei
♥ good results
♥ a boll-jointed doll
♥ smile everyday =)

♥ dear denise
make your fingers do the talkin




no vulgarities, else i smack your toot*

♥ long ago .
instant time travel

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♥ friends
love em' squeeze them!

kleo
yilin
choo min
huiting
fayt
derrick
joselyn
blue
wee siong
elijah
Royston
shiying
chongyan
moon kian
huisan
Ling!
alicia
julia
joann
wenjing

note: i dont link everybody cux it's troublesome.tag if you want me to add in your link~loves,denise



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Saturday, March 15, 2008
fairytales dont exist 9:32:00 PM

damn sad now. i think it was a damn selfish decision also. slaps self* been crying buckets. but the funny thing is that i was the one who asked for it. found that i cudnt commit myself to the role and mostly because of me, i have hurt both myself and him. cant believe he said i had been a good gf till now, cox i always thought i was damn shit. will be officially single again after next thursday. wonder how my life wud change without him. starting to miss him badly. probably some of you think i must have been an idiot to let go of a person who loved me so much, ya i noe, u can smack me if u want to.

it so happened that today's date was the best. you held my hand almost everytime without hints. you rushed down like mad to meet me even though the meeting time was later than that. you offered to accompany me home upon own initiative. lately you waited for me to come online instead of dota-ing. i dont know if i had made the wrong choice ornot. but i just know my heart feels so friggin heavy and almost bursting into splinters. maybe its the lethargy coming over me. i feel so suffocated. someone please save me...

thank you for being my pillar and my pillow.
thank you for loving me. i'm just so sorry =(
feeling emo...